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Wednesday, July 21st, 2004
12:09 am - Last Post
I am posting to say good bye. This is my last post. I have lost all interest in posting. And i want to see how many times i can use the word post in one post. LOL. I'm just not wanting to keep up with this any more. It's time consuming and i'm getting annoyed with it. I love you all and i will talk to you soon, on IM or the phone or, hey even in PERSON. XOXOXOXO love you all. Enjoy the rest of your livejournal lives.

current mood: peaceful

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Saturday, July 17th, 2004
9:02 pm
Got back this morning from three nights and two days at Mike’s. It was a lot of fun. I miss him already; I can’t wait until we get back to school. It will be good times with the gang again. We already have a lot planned. And while we’re all going to be busy because we’re taking so many classes it’s going to be so great being together. Nata called today we talked for about an hour. I miss her—Megh and Chris and john and Naomi and Katherine and everyone gag—tear. Talked to Roy the other day too, it’s going to be sweet having him upstairs from us-he’s a good buddy.

So Mike and I did the usual and went to the movies and out to eat and shopping. We snuggled and . . . ate a lot of ice cream and he put new windshield wipers on my car for me. We watched some old home movies that his parents had on 8mm film of him when he was little, it was so awesome!!! That old film gives such a cool touch to home movies; it’s so authentic feeling. It was fun to see Mike as a little boy too. Something to. . . .

OH and to top it all off Mike has my birthday presents all wrapped and sitting on the dining room table in his house and he wouldn’t let me shake them. It was torture. He claimed that they are “breakable”. Hmmmm. . . . .

Well it’s just a little under a month before we have to head back. I can’t wait; I’m really excited to go back to school- get back into the groove of things. Learn something, live a little more. I love being home but it’s a little confining. While my parents are pretty relaxed about most things they’re a little up tight sometimes.

So today after I got home from Mikes, I chilled for a while. Later in the afternoon we drove up to Greenbelt, and my sister and an interest and her friend met us at Chevy’s. (a good Mexican restaurant.) Afterwards they left to go dancing and we went into D.C. We went and saw the WWII memorial, it’s really neat. I we more impressed than I thought I would be. They incorporated a bunch of really interesting things. I thought it was going to be a boring statue or something but it was this huge cool open area with water everywhere. So we walked around for a bit and looked at some other things saw some of the pandas (v. cool). Then we got some good ice cream and headed home. And now I’m home really tired and ready to go to bed. That’s about all that’s happened lately.

current mood: tired

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Tuesday, July 13th, 2004
11:55 pm
So I had a really hard day at work yesterday, I had a confrontation with one of my supervisors, who is a jackass (for the record). I feel stupid because I used to be friends with this person but as soon as he got management power he turned into an asshole and is on a constant power trip and treats all of the girls very poorly. I hate seeing defenseless people getting picked on. He hates my opposition because it slows him down and I don’t put up with his bullshit either. So yesterday he fucked up really badly and I caught him and fucked him over behind his back and he isn’t even aware of it. He messed up real bad, and everyone knows.

Last night after all of the shit hit the fan I went home still thinking about all that had happened and began to doubt myself. I was really worried that I was going to go into work today and that I would have to face a bunch of shit after what happened last night and how I went behind his back without his knowledge and went over his head. I came in this morning to find the exact opposite.

Today was one of the best days I’ve had at work in a long time. Not only did I get told that I was 110% correct and that I handled myself and the situation very well, but I got a personal apology from the head manager who said he was sorry for the way that I was treated, and thank you for taking care of the problem. Then all day other employees (news travels fast on the farm, lol) were sympathizing and telling me that he is an asshole and that everyone hates him so don’t feel badly. So I found out it wasn’t just me, and I feel better and not so alone, and I’m glad that I had the balls to stand up to him yesterday and fix a big problem behind his back. A big problem that he created, and is to stupid to even realize that he’s screwing himself over.

I feel badly for anyone who has read this entry, it was more of a vent for me. It probably makes no sense to anyone. So if you have read it I apologize for the mass confusion.

Well on a better note. Tomorrow I work 7-3 so when I get home after I eat, shower and pack I’m headed to Mike’s for a couple of days. I can’t wait; miss him so much even though it’s been less than a week. It’s going to be great!!

That’s all for now.

current mood: sleepy

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Thursday, July 8th, 2004
8:42 pm
Yesterday was my day off. Mike came to see me for the day; it was nice I miss him. We went and got lunch then had Maggie Moos ice cream (the best in the world.) Went and saw King Arthur. It was an alright movie, it wasn’t as fabulous as I thought it was going to be, not what they cracked it up to be but good. It pissed me off b/c it didn’t really follow much of the real story. But anywho. . . . So we went back to my house rented a few movies, ate dinner and snuggled and watched the DVD’s until almost 10, then he had to leave (despite our original plans for him to spend the night) because I had to be up at 5 the next morning for work –which is today. So it was really nice to see him. He’s such a good person, and I miss him and he knows it. So worked today, oh man I solved so many problems today and I was hardly outside at all—very bizarre. Usually I’m running around like a chicken with my head cut off outside, change of scenery. Instead I was in the office with our two pregnant accountants (this scenario proves to be very amusing seeing as how they strongly dislike one another and are both very pregnant.) Well that’s about it, I got home from work about 4:30ish and read a little and have been chillin’. Can’t wait until we go back to school!!!!!

current mood: complacent

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Sunday, July 4th, 2004
6:52 pm - Back from Megh's
It’s the Fourth of July yeaaaaaa!!!! I just got back to my grandmother’s from being out in WV a few hours ago. We had such a great time. Meghan you and your friends are amazing; the show was excellent.

So the ride there was awesome, C.P. and John came and picked me up Saturday afternoon from my grandmothers and we headed straight for P county. I laughed the ENTIRE time, it was so great. By the time we got there I had a stomach ache from laughing so much. So we went to Megh’s school straight away to see if any of the gang were there yet (there were only three cars in the parking lot.) So we decided to go get food first. While we were getting our food Nata showed up right on time, so we had a snack (in john’s case two whole meals and two apple pies.) I went to the bathroom and changed and we left for Megh’s school. We got there and picked up our reserved tickets, and went to our seats and Naomi and Mckayla were already there. So the show was awesome, Meghan was kick ass, and Brandon was great too. It was awesome because they had people from every age group in the musical, it was great. Afterwards we all swarmed Megh and gave her presents and flowers and cards and such, and lots of hugging and kissing and laughing in a big circle. Unfortunately Nata had to leave right after the musical but we had a good time while it lasted, this month won’t last forever. So about fifteen of us all went to Subway and got food, stayed there for about 40 min. and were loud and obnoxious, there was only one person working that was it, (V. funny.) Then we drove the 25 min. back to Megh’s, her house is very awesome, I hope I have a house as cool as that someday, it’s perfect in every way. Megh, John and Chris and I pitched the huge tent, and john made a very nice fire. The girls and I laid down mats and pillows and sleeping bags and blankets in the tent, then we all went and got ready for bed. We all laid down and got comfy and talked, laughed, yelled and joked until about 4:30 a.m. Eventually we all passed out. In the morning we all got up and Megh made banana nut muffins for everyone, then we went out to her guest house. We took turns taking showers in the guest house and the rest of us sat around and played games, talked and watched t.v. Once we were all finally ready to go and packed we headed out and stopped at Taco Bell for food. When I walked in someone called my name, so I turn around slowly kind of confused because I'm like four hours away from my house. It ended up being one of my managers from work, very, very bizarre, but cool. We all got a bunch of food then headed for Zoltan’s. Chris, John, Megh and I laughed the whole way there, gosh I missed that so much we all have such a great time together, it’s awesome. We got there and said good bye to John who went on his way because he had a gig to play tonight. We hung out at Chris’ for about 25 min. then left for my grandmothers. Got here and almost everyone in my family was at Beach 1, so we hung out for a few, then Megh, Chris, Naomi and Mckayla headed for Megh’s sis’s place. It was sad to say good bye but it won’t be long. . . .

current mood: rejuvenated

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Friday, July 2nd, 2004
1:16 pm - Lunch Break
Sitting at work eating my lunch right now--man it's hot out today. Been really busy with working lately, making the big bucks, haha. This weekend is going to be sooooo awesome i can't wait to see you all. Miss everyone toooooooooooooons! Busy weekend-o-fun. Three days off in a row is awesome. Anywho saw Stepford Wives last night w/ my sis, v. v. funny. There were like five people in the whole theater so our laughter was really really loud. And we took my mom shopping and she bought a bunch of really cute clothes, it was fun to have her do something girlie for once. Well that's about it for now, have to finish eating!

current mood: hot
current music: typing (i'm in an office)

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Saturday, June 26th, 2004
12:38 pm
At work right now on my lunch break. It’s been a very busy week! Tuesday night after work I drove to Vienna, to see Mike. I didn’t get there until 11 p.m. and we stayed up late watching t.v. and “catching up.” The next day Mike woke me up and brought me breakfast in bed, it was so cute, I love the little things he does for me. We got ready and went to Fair Oaks Mall, and went shopping for a few hours. We bought a few things here and there. Then we went back to his house and snuggled in his bed watching 50 First Dates (v. funny!) When the movie was over we got up and got ready then went to Tyson’s II. We went out to eat to the Cheesecake Factory there, it was AMAZING. Very expensive but oh so good. I had the pasta Da Vinci and Oreo mudslide cheesecake for dessert. Mike had Cajun steak and fresh strawberry cheesecake for dessert. We went to his house afterwards and watched a dumb movie—The Secret Window or something like that with Johnny Depp. He was the only thing that made the movie worthwhile but it was so dumb. Eventually Mike tucked me into bed. The next day I woke up and Mike still wasn’t up so I woke him up and we just cuddled for awhile, he’s so funny when he first wakes up. Then we took showers and got ready and we went out for lunch then saw Shrek 2. That was a hilarious movie, very entertaining. We went back to his house for dinner, and played a game with his sister, around 8:30 I drove home. Which was really sad. Every time I leave it gives me a stomachache, I hate that. I want to be stronger, but it’s so hard leaving him because I know something different than that, I know what its like not leaving. . . hard to get over. But anywho now I’m back at work again, and it’s kind of slow and boring so I’m taking my lunch. . . back to work!

current mood: working
current music: none--another reason work sucks, lol

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Wednesday, June 16th, 2004
11:10 pm
Mike left today. It was a lot of fun, I love going to see him so much, and it’s so nice when he comes to see me. He came last night and we rented The Last Samurai and stayed up till 2 a.m. Finally went to bed, and slept in. Woke up to THE funniest thing this morning! First of all Mike is allergic to cats, so I don’t really let the kitty hang out in the house when Mike is there. So I woke up at about 5:30 a.m. just by chance and the cat was in so I put him out. Well the second time I woke up was 10ish and my dad woke me up and said it was time to get rollin’. So I went out to the living room to wake Mike up, and guess who was snuggled down on the couch with him—that’s right Kitty. I started laughing, I laughed for like fifteen minutes. Mike was like, “I kept throwing him off and he kept coming back so finally I just made him lay down and covered up my face.” It made my morning really the best thing ever. So we got up took showers and all that good stuff, then headed off. We went to the mall, and he bought me some earrings that I wanted, and we ran into two of my friends from high school, so Mike got to meet new people, v. cool. It was so funny too, b/c when we said good bye to both of them they were like “take care of her.” Am I an invalid? LOL. Anywho, then we went to my fav. Restaurant—Bennigans; had a good lunch. Then we went and saw The Day After Tomorrow. It was kind of cheesy but it was fun, we had a good time, and ate all kinds of crap at the movies (that’s the best part right?). When we came home dad made us a good dinner, and we snuggled on the couch, then he went home due to work in the am. (Not so fun). So now I miss him, but it felt good to see him. And damnit Zoltan he won’t be there with us in July.—SHIT, lol.

current mood: loved

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Monday, June 14th, 2004
1:14 am
Today was an interesting day (as far as day’s off go). I got up this morning had a good breakfast (thanks mom, lol). For most of the day I worked in my garden, I got almost everything done—yeaaaaa. . . tm. I buy two soft touch holly’s to finish the job. After the garden I came in gave kitty a bath; it was the funniest thing ever, but he was very cooperative and good. Then I cleaned house a little bit vacuumed, organized some. A really nice shower followed this, then I helped momma cook dinner and we made chocolate covered cherries with a cream cheese wonderful sauce they were divine. Our friend Jen came over for dinner, it was really nice to see her, I haven’t seen her since Christmas time, and she stayed until really late. After dinner I worked on someone’s birthday present that I hope they will love deeply (not naming any names) and that will be sent out sometime soon. I finished that up then got on IM and had some great convos with Jenna, Matt, Amanda, Mary and my sis. Why is it that sometimes you can talk to someone that you talk to everyday and it feels like you haven’t spoken in months? It was a really, really perfect day. I can only hope that I have more days like this. . . . I’m going to go to bed now, really sleepy and I have el’ worko’ in the morning.

Mike is coming soon, I can’t wait until Tuesday night when I come home from work and get to see him—I hate missing him…sucks, lol.

Zoltan, July 3rd, I’m there. . . .

Sleep tight all!

current mood: content
current music: a little Norah jones

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Tuesday, June 8th, 2004
11:27 pm
It’s been a long—really long week at work. Yesterday was really great though. I got to see Josh, it was very therapeutic. I missed him so much and little Ben too. I went over to their house; I haven’t seen his parents since January so that was nice we all ate dinner and caught up. His family is really fun and laid back and I like it there. After dinner Josh and I got into this huge conversation about Terentino, and how amazing he is. Thus the magnificence of Kill Bill 1 & 2 followed. This ended in us watching Reservoir dogs (yes another Terentino film). We finally said good night and were standing out front of his house and it felt like old times. We hugged and talked and laughed for a few more minutes and then just stood there staring at each other in that knowing way that best friends have, said good night and I drove home.
Once I got home and got situated I got on IM and Matt was on. I haven’t talked to him in such a long time. Oh do I miss him. He may visit from VA beach this summer that would be so awesome, because it’s been months. He and I always did get along very nicely. We talked and talked and talked for hours until I was exhausted and had to get off of the computer. Then I worked all day today for the seventh day in a row and tomorrow I rest!!!!! (Which really means buy new tires for my car and hang out with Jenna). :0)
Mikey it sucks being without you--this week maybe?
Oh and my sis is awesome—love you jen!

current mood: exhausted

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Saturday, June 5th, 2004
5:29 pm - Past couple of days. . .
The past couple of days have been good. Despite my serious lack o’ Mike. Last night after working for eight hours and driving for two, and having gotten up early, my sister came down. I showered, changed then we went off to see Harry Potter. The animation is defiantly improving. It wasn’t as good as the book, and didn’t follow it as well, but it was a great movie. A lot of laughing and very scary!!! It was really fun to see her again; I miss her all the time. We had fun being goofy. Tonight is Kyle’s party, but I am sooooo tired. I think I’ll not go, and he and I will go out sometime soon and have a grand time, I just don’t feel like seeing a hundred people right now, or driving for that matter; it was another long day at work. I got up at 6 a.m. after not going to bed until 1:30.
Been e-mailing, IMing, and talking on the phone to my friends from school lately. This is nice because I miss everyone a lot. Made some art the other day, it felt good. It’s so different from making things at school when you have a deadline and feel pressured. I will send it off as soon as I can get some packaging put together, it will be a nice little present for a certain somebody. It’s good to be home, to work in my garden, to play with my kitty, to see my friends from home and to walk around bare foot!!! LMAO. But I miss things about school and cannot wait to get back to them. That’s all for now, off to watch some good movies with the big sis.

current mood: sleepy
current music: Eva Cassidy- songbird

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Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004
4:57 pm
My week with Mike was crazy. We left last Tuesday to go to Charlotte N.C. for NASCAR racing. It was my first experience and a little bit wild. The race fans are a lot of fun, crazy, but still a lot of fun. We had a great time and did lots of things. We got Staff passes to a lot of the special events going on that week, so we got to do things that other people don’t get to do. I learned a lot about racing, and saw some crazy things. I have decided that I don’t care so much for the race but love the atmosphere. Mike and I got to sleep in the same room while we were there which was also nice. We had separate beds of course, but it was still nice to go to sleep at night knowing that he was right there. I miss him so much, it’s only been a day but it’s hard.

Tomorrow it’s back to work. It will be good to see my friends at work again. I’ve been gone a week, but it only feels like I’ve been gone for two days.

Yesterday was 4 of my best friend’s graduation from High School. It is so good to know that they are done. I saw a lot of my friends yesterday. It was a fun day. I am proud of them, now they will go off to college just like the rest of us did last year. I just hope that they all do well.

I talked to Nata, Megh and Zoltan yesterday it was good. It’s good to hear their voices again, I miss you guyssssssss.

I’ve just been hanging around today, doing chores, organizing, and especially laundry, lol.

Well I need to get some more things done before work tm.

current mood: awake

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Wednesday, May 19th, 2004
12:34 am
As usual it’s been a while. I think that is just how I am, I write in journals occasionally, even when it’s as easy as typing. But that’s ok . . . .

I didn’t realize how much I would miss people. When I went to college I missed everyone really badly, but I knew that I would come back to them and they would be there always (so to speak). Plus I’ve known my friends from home for so long that they’re practically family. But my friends from school, I’ve only known them for less than a year, so they are such new friendships, and I’m used to living with these people. I really miss you guys. But the next school year will be here before I know it and then we’ll be back together again. I really miss banging around in Sally. The four of us having good times in Sally. . . .

Work is going well. I’m tan and dark already. We pale people darken up nicely, lol. All of my freckles are out and my hair is turning red again. Polo is talking to me again so that is marvelous, it really makes work so much easier, and I know anyone who reads this is probably like WTF mate? But it really makes plenty of sense. Getting along nicely with the new employees, especially ones that I thought I wouldn’t like. It’s so busy at the nursery, all day long so many customers. But I don’t mind because it makes the days quicker.

I went and talked to my photography teacher from high school when I got home that was nice. I missed him a lot; it was good to catch up. It’s weird what I used to think was good, I looked around the photo class, and most of the stuff was just blah. I remember thinking wow that is a great picture. Now I’m like that is so boring. It’s amazing how much your taste changes in a year. He was happy to hear that I got A’s all year; it is partly due to his teaching. I learned a lot in his class. I miss talking to him every day; I mean shit I was there between 2-4 hours a day mon-fri.

I miss my Mike. I’m glad that I get to see him soon. I go through the day and things remind me of him… and it makes me sad. I love hearing his voice. . . .

Got my grades, and they are good, yeahhhhhh! That was a relief, because my English teacher was crazy and I was a little nervous about what kind of grade I would get in his class, but I got an A in photo again so at least I’m still in the right major (wipes head, phew).

Well I’m getting tired perhaps will write more later.

current mood: tired
current music: the hum of the computer-lol

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Saturday, May 1st, 2004
1:36 pm - It's been a while...
So I haven't updated in a very long time.... Things have been chaotically busy as usual, so I really haven’t had much time to sit down and write an entry. But here I am.

I’m so tired, it’s been a really long couple of weeks here, and it isn’t over yet. There are so many projects due, but it’s all a lot of fun. I hate stress, but I love it at the same time, if I don’t have something to worry about, I have to make something to worry about. I know I’m not the only one like that ;0) .

Well I shot my second roll for my photo final the other day and I think they’re quite lovely, Nata is a beautiful girl. So I’ll have to start printing tm. I closed the darkroom last night and it took forever, it was such a fucking mess. I think that there are only a few of us monitors who actually do what their supposed to (as far as cleaning goes.) But anywho since Lauren and I have to monitor all day on Sunday, I figured I should do as good as job as possible, so it’s less that we have to deal with then. The CAC is closed on Saturday’s, so it should be immaculate when we get there Sunday afternoon. But anyway Steve looked at my negatives of Nata last night after I developed them, and he agreed with me that she was gorgeous, and said that she has great lines. A funny sounding compliment I know, but a huge one just the same. So he and I sat there and decided which pictures I should print, he’s such a great guy. I love being a photographer; it is so wonderful to do the things that you most want to. Even when it hurts it feels good to be in the darkroom.

Printmaking sucks Lauren and my balls, but Brett is the hottest teacher, so all is well. We were scheming for a while to make him a funny t-shirt but I don’t know if we’re still going to do that. I don’t know why but all we ever do is sexually harass that man, it certainly passes the time in the chemically intoxicating studio though, that is for sure. Lauren and I are not getting our plates done for some reason. The aquatinting is going to suck ass, and getting all of the acid etching done on time, then printing on top of all of that, but we’ll just have to deal with it tm. We’re going to be monitoring right down the hall, so we can just go back and forth.

Dr. Bufithis is crazy; English with him is like gouging your eyes out with a spoon. Such a dull weapon; but such a terrible pain. Nick, Brent, Lauren and I hate him because he’s fucking crazy. During his lectures we pass notes back and forth amongst each other, and every few minutes or so we stop everything and look at each other thinking I know he did not just say that, holy shit he said, oh god he’s digging himself in deeper, when will this class ever end???????????? Then the whole walk back to Kenamond after his class we just make fun of him. So we have to write this ridiculous paper for him, with no intro, no thesis statement, and no concluding paragraph, and yet it’s a research paper and must strictly follow MLA format. WHAT THE FUCK???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He’s fucking crazy, Bufithis, go kill yourself.

Sociology is great as usual. Alphonse (our teacher) is tight as shit. She is so interesting and I love the way that she runs our class. Her class is the only one that I’m not nervous about in the least, because I’ve gotten 100% on almost everything. Just a few B’s here and there, not enough to really affect my grade too harshly. She makes it so that you care about everything, sociology is very intriguing. So that class is cool for now.

Foundations is rocking my world, b/c Nata and I found the perfect log for our environmental project. Our room is a fucking mess, Lauren is being very generous with dealing with the mess because we have a small room to begin with and there is shit everywhere. I just hope that Nata and I will be able to finish in time, because we are being very precise about every little thing we do, so I’m sure we’ll be up late tonight trying to complete the artsy part. Then tm. When Palfy a.ka. ZOLTAN gets back he’s going to help us with a stand for it, he’s a sweet guy.

Katherine and I went to a liquor luge party last night, it was so freakin’ awesome. Katherine is now a proud member of Delta Zeta. Congrats Katherine! It was good times, the only rough part, was getting frost bite around your mouth; not so fun. LOL.

Mike is a great guy I love him so much, he knows it. He doesn’t read these things, but he knows it…I hope….

Anywho on that note, I must get back to all of these things that I’ve been talking about. So much to do, and so little time to do it in. Not to mention all of the things I’d rather be doing than HOMEWORK. Homework = Ick.

xo

current mood: working
current music: Maroon 5 "She Will be Loved"

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1:30 pm - Stupid game ;0)

Just a little game to play.  Copy and paste the list to your journal, bold all the movies that you've seen, and then add five more to the list.

 

1. X-Men
2. The Craft

3. X2
4. Swimfan
5. Fellowship of the Ring
6. Finding Nemo
7. Peter Pan (the old ones)
8. Home Alone
9. Aladdin
10. The Ring
11. 10 Things I Hate About You

12. Not Another Teen Movie
13. Spiceworld
14. 8 Mile
15. Bambi
16. Pirates of the
Caribbean
17. Edward Scissorhands
18. Stepmom
19. My Best Friends Wedding
20. 101 Dalmations
21. Scream
22. Scream 2
23. Scream 3
24. Big Daddy
25. Billy Madison
26. Chamber of Secrets
27. Sorcerer Stone
28. Heartbreakers
29. Dumb & Dumber
30. Cruel Intentions
31. Scary Movie
32. Look Who's Talking

33. Blade
34. Blade II
35. O
36. Titanic
37. Carrie

38. Carrie 2: The Rage
39. Daddy Day Care
40. Legally Blonde
41. Austin Powers

42. Storm of the Century
43. Oliver and Company
44. Two Towers
45. Return of the King
46. Mighty Ducks
47. Fast and the Furious

48. 2 Fast, 2 Furious
49. A Walk To Remember
50. Triple X
51. Beauty and the Beast
52. I Know What You Did Last Summer
53. I Still Know What You Did Last Summer
54. Sound of Music
55. Mary Poppins
56. Tuck Everlasting
57. The Patriot
58. The Wizard of Oz
59. Teaching Ms. Tingle
60. Crossroads
61. Now and Then
62.
Pearl Harbor
63. Just Married
64. Cast Away

65. Radio Flyer
66. Final Destination
67. Lady and the Tramp
68. Shallow Hal
69. 40 Days and 40 Nights
70. Bring It On
71. Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
72. The Outsiders
73. The Matrix
74. Perfect Storm

75. Feardotcom
76. Never Been Kissed
77. Clueless
78. Bruce Almighty

79. Crazy/Beautiful
80. Remember the Titans
81. Girl, Interrupted
82. SWAT
83. Sixth Sense
84. PhoneBooth
85. The Lion King
86. Urban Legends

87. Nightflier
88. Lion King 2
89. Little Mermaid
90. American Pie
91. Center Stage
92. Scooby Doo
93. Bedazzled
94. Mrs. Doubtfire
95. Save the Last Dance
96. My Girl
97. American Beauty
98. Romeo & Juliet
99. Lost World
100.
Casper
101. American History X
102. Bowling for Columbine
103. Original Sin
104. Tomb Raider
105. Tomb Raider 2
106. Gia
107. Hackers
108. Jackass
109. Jeepers Creepers
110. Jeepers Creepers 2
111. Gothika
112. American Wedding
113. Memento
114. They
115. Freaky Friday (old or new)
116. Gone in 60 Seconds
117. The Good Girl
118. Great Gatsby
119. Great Expectations
120. Scarface
121. God Father
122. Snatch
123. Fight Club
124. Shrek
125. Empire Records
126. Princess Diaries

127. All I Wanna Do
128. Saving Silverman
129. Sleeping Beauty
130. The Princess Bride
131. Oceans Eleven (old or new)

132. Miracle
133. Happy Gilmore
134. Down With Love
135. High Fidelity
136. Demolition Man
137. Usual Suspects
138. Newsies
139. Aliens
140. Pitch Black
141. Donnie Darko
142. I am Sam
143. Gunhead
144. Good Will Hunting
145. The Truth about Cats and Dogs
146.
Texas Chainsaw Massacre (old or new)
147.
Brokedown Palace
148. The Wedding Singer
149. Miracle on
34th Street
150. Fly away home
151. Beethoven
152. Paulie
153. Its a wonderful life
154. Billy Elliot
155. Amelie
156. Sixteen Candles
157. Robin Hood: Men in Tights
158. Virgin Suicides
159. The Ice Storm
160. Lost in Translation
161. Footloose
162. The Black Cauldron
163. Star Wars: The Phantom Menace
164. Star Wars: Attack of the Clones
165. Star Wars: A New Hope
166. Star Wars: The Empire Strikes Back
167. Star Wars: The Return of the Jedi
168. Labyrinth
169. Signs
170. Harriet the Spy
171. The Sum of all Fears
172. My Big Fat Greek Wedding
173. In America
174. Pi
175. Requiem for a Dream
176. Almost Famous
177. Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels
178. Trainspotting
179. Whale Rider
180. Kill Bill Vol. 1
181. Kill Bill Vol. 2
182. Fantasia
183. Big Fish
184. Bend it Like Beckham

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Friday, March 19th, 2004
10:39 am
I was scheduled to work every single day over break which would end up being eight days in all. Good money but exhausting. I was working between 9-10 hours every day. So I decided to give myself off today to finish up my homework, visit with my grandmother and just relax. Then I will work tomorrow again. So I will have worked a total of seven days, not eight, but still pretty good.

I’m glad I decided not to go to work today. My manager was going to visit a vendor and she would have been gone for most of the day and I did not want to work for my mom or Dwight, or William or Lisa. So I was like “Janice I’ll see ya Saturday.” Any who it was a good move because I feel better today. I needed a little bit of relaxation in my life. And hopefully I’ll have made enough money to last me for the rest of the semester. Art supplies are so freaking expensive.

I miss all of my friends, I can’t wait to see everyone on Sunday and find out how their breaks went. Especially Katherine down in Hawaii (lucky b****) LOL. I can’t wait to hear how that went.

I have a lot of things to consider this month, as far as going places, doing things and seeing people:
Musical- Little Shop of Horrors
Grandmere visiting home home
Meemaw coming to take Mike and I out
Going to Mikes for Easter
Seeing the IMAX movie
And other various little projects

Well back to more work…till later my friends

current mood: mellow
current music: none

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Monday, March 15th, 2004
12:25 am - home
It is late, and I am in dire need of rest…yet I have the need to write so here I am.
I am beginning to feel lost all of the sudden. I don’t know what I am doing. I’m having two thoughts right now—scratch that three thoughts right now. I am thinking of my bed, my bathtub and sit-ups. I have not enjoyed any of those in a long time, the things that you miss when living in a dorm. I miss taking a nice long bath whenever I feel like it. I miss sleeping in MY bed. And most of all I miss being able to work out my frustrations through exercising every night (there just isn’t time or space at school for me to do it.) Then on top of all of this I have to be up in six hours and work all day.
I just finished my foundations, not sure what grade it will bring me, but we will see. I will go to the post office in the morning so that I can mail it. And inevitably I now have a huge mess to clean up on my kitchen table.
Lauren and I talked (wrote actually but who’s keep track?). It was good. I miss my girls already, but I like missing them, I like that feeling. It starts to get hard to love each other when we are together 24/7 so I am enjoying this longing I suddenly have for them.
I miss Mike, this however is a whole different set of feelings, and will be even harder to deal with once summer break comes. I am glad that this break is only a week long, anything more might become too stressful for me; between work, homework, and not being with him and my friends, I don’t know what I’d do if the break were two weeks or longer.
I love being here, and being able to see my kitty. He has slept with me every night so far, he is such a funny creature. I wish we were allowed to have furry pets at school. I would defiantly bring the kitty. Everyone would love the kitty, and he would be a happy kitty… (Uh, his name is Basil).
I got to see and hang out with my sis that was wonderful as usual. It is hard being away from her at school, I need her so often it’s frustrating. I think we both have a certain level of dependency on each other. It’s nice being face to face with her though, you cannot always get everything that you want out of a phone conversation, and sometimes I just need a hug….
I think I’m going to go now, clean up the mess and decide how I want to go about getting ready for bed…Good night all…sweet dreams.

current mood: tired
current music: none, i like this blankness

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Friday, March 12th, 2004
8:55 pm - stressed
So i get home, only to look forward to a ton of work, probably about 60 hours or more. I'm tired, and i have a ton of homeowork, I really needed a break from everything, you know spring BREAK what a concept. It would be nice to be able to see my friends too, but hey that is asking far too much...

Lauren i love you...look for an e-mail sometime soon...xoxox

current mood: anxious
current music: Barenaked ladies --track 16

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current mood: excited
current music: "Someday" by Nickelback

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Monday, March 8th, 2004
12:13 am - this weekend
This weekend was great?I couldn't have asked for more, Mike you are an incredible person and the best boyfriend that a girl could ask for. Nata, Chris Mike and I had an awesome time this weekend. We went camping in Harpers Ferry and it was gorgeous weather, and a great time. We had lots of great food, and lots of fun, I may or may not post more information later.

~ james

current mood: hungry
current music: "Kate" by: Ben Folds Five

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